2
The
Baldaya Children
Nancy Jeffreys was the daughter of a
respectable family of Sussex gentlefolk who had disgraced herself and her
family in the year 1800 by running off with a Portuguese gentleman who was only
very vaguely known to his Embassy as an extremely minor sprig on the vast and
shady Baldaya family tree. The gentleman had been not only Roman Catholic,
which was enough to damn him eternally in the eyes of respectable Sussex
gentlefolk in the year 1800, but also married, which had immediately put the
whole thing beyond the pale. So Nancy’s family had cast her off and refused to
mention her name ever again. Luckily for the offspring of the union, the
Portuguese lady who had had the misfortune to be the Senhor’s legal wife had
very shortly thereafter died, it was said of a broken heart, and he had married
Nancy but a few weeks before their daughter was born.
This legitimizing of both the union and its
product had not made the affair any more acceptable to the respectable
Portuguese gentlefolk amongst whom the gallant Senhor had been used to move,
and after several years struggling for some sort of social acceptance on his
very minor country estate, he had entrusted the estate to a cousin and gone off
to seek his fortune in the East. Complete with wife and children. He had
settled on the western coast of India and there gone into trade jointly with
two men of around his own age: a merchant of his own race and a cheery Englishman
who made no bones about being an uneducated fellow who had come out to the
Indies to seek his fortune.
The partnership had prospered and all had
gone swimmingly until the day on which the Senhor came home to his white house
with its vine-swagged deep verandahs to find his servants in floods of tears
and his wife run off with an Indian princeling. Possibly Nancy Jeffreys Baldaya
had become bored with life as the wife of a prosperous India merchant: she was
prone to boredom, was Nancy. Swearing horribly, the Senhor had girded on his
pistols and his sword, and dashed off into the hinterland in pursuit of the
pair. He was, not altogether surprisingly, never heard of again.
That left little Nan (for Nancy) and even
smaller Dominick, Daphne and Dicky. Nancy had firmly imposed the English
diminutive of her eldest little girl’s name, and even more firmly named the
boys and the second girl for her own relatives, ignoring her husband’s wishes
in the matter—Nancy had been like that. The Senhor had endeavoured to use
Portuguese versions of the boys’ names, easy enough in the case of little Dom,
but rather more difficult with Dicky, in especial as his mother had encouraged
him to refuse to answer to anything but “Dicky,” or at a pinch, “Richard”—Nancy
had been like that, too.
Senhor Baldaya’s Portuguese partner
immediately wrote home in an effort to contact the children’s relatives. After
ten months had elapsed with no reply to any of his several letters, it became
fairly evident that there was not going to be one. The Baldayas were a powerful
family and if they wished to have nothing to do with these dubious little
fruits of the loins of one of their least distinguished representatives, there
was, realistically, very little that anyone could do. Neither of the partners
could leave the business in order to spend an appreciable period in Portugal
sorting out the ownership of the estate which should properly have come to Dom,
and there was the additional point that the Peninsula War was now in full
swing. After some consultation they decided that the Englishman should take the
children. It was true he was unmarried (though not that there was no woman in
his house) but then, his Portuguese partner already had a houseful of children
of his own, and the four little semi-orphans would be better off with a man who
could give them his whole paternal attention and not one sixteenth of it each.
It might have been supposed not only that
Senhor Baldaya would never be heard of again, but that Nancy Jeffreys never
would, either. And in fact the cheery John Edwards and his partner did not
suppose it, and, though she was a woman of a remarkably sanguine temperament,
neither did the Portuguese lady from Macao who was the partner’s wife; and so,
very sensibly, none of them encouraged the children to hope for news of Nancy.
But one cloudless day, in the year that Nan
turned fifteen and Dom fourteen, Nancy was heard of again. There was a terrific
rumpus in the street outside Mr Edwards’s house, Nan, Dom, Daphne and Dicky ran
to the grilled windows, as did most of the large household of Indian servants,
and all stood transfixed.
“An elephant! Coming here!” gasped Dom.
“THREE elephants!” shrieked Dicky.
So it was. Three elephants, one with an
extraordinarily elaborate howdah,
plus a horde of attendants, several of them on horseback and garbed in plumed
turbans. It was immediately evident to the experienced Baldaya children that
these were private elephants and not the kind that were hired out for work, for
they were, though rather dusty, elaborately and beautifully painted as to their
heads and trunks.
“Perhaps it’s the maharajah that Uncle John
is hoping to do business with,” said Nan as the entire entourage turned in at
the gates of Uncle John’s house.
“Those are not maharajah elephants, Nanni baba!” cried their ayah immediately.
Nor they were. They were a rajah’s
elephants, as it turned out, but only a minor rajah’s, and in fact had been
sent by the minor rajah with whom the children’s mother had run away. John
Edwards would have been prepared to fight for the children if necessary:
particularly for Nan and Daphne, for he could not think little European girls
would be happy as the inmates of an Indian zenana:
but it was not that: the rajah had plenty of children of his own. No: quite the
reverse: the rajah had sent the Baldaya children their little sister.
It was not that Nancy had died: she was
apparently hale and hearty and, according to the ayah accompanying the little girl, very fat. When she left she had
been remarkably curvaceous but not what could have been called fat, by any
stretch of the imagination: John Edwards blinked, rather, at this piece of
news. However, clearly the rajah was happy with the fat Nancy. And one could
only trust that the ayah was right
and that fat Nancy was happy with the rajah. Nancy had produced several sons
for him, and as he didn’t take much account of girls and had plenty anyway,
should he wish to form alliances with his neighbours by marrying them off to
their sons, he had been perfectly willing to let the little girl be sent to her
half-Portuguese, half-English relatives. Her name was Amrita, so either the
rajah’s will had been stronger, in the matter of names, than Nancy’s, or, as
indeed seemed likely, Nancy had gone over almost completely to the Indian side.
The child was but four years old, and though she had wept, according to her ayah, when her mother waved good-bye,
she had cheered up once the palace was out of sight. –Dom and Dicky nodded
fervently at this: they couldn’t imagine anyone not cheering up, at riding in a
howdah on a private elephant!
So Amrita had come to live in John
Edwards’s big, rambling white house, and was soon quite part of the family,
chattering away in broken Portuguese to her half-siblings and their friends,
and in even more broken English on “English days.”
Then, the year that Nan turned sixteen and
Dom fifteen, the elephants came again. This time it was with the news that
Nancy had died in an epidemic. The Rajah himself had been very ill but was
mercifully recovered. Whether as thanksgiving for this recovery was never quite
clear, but he had sent with the elephants a train of bearers, and a fortune in
gold and jewels for Nancy’s five children. Three elephants, their mahouts and
the fortune were for the children to keep, but the bearers would be going back.
He had also sent one of his sons, and it
was this young man’s arrival which was to set the cat among the pigeons and
change the Baldaya children’s lives for ever. Because the Rajah’s son fell
overwhelmingly in love with Nan.
At sixteen, Nan Baldaya was a short, curved
person, not nearly as curvaceous as her mother had been when last seen in the
white house with the vines, but sufficiently. Her skin was a thick,
ivory-tinted cream, not the whey or mottled pink of English complexions but
that pale shade sung of by the Indian poets, and before them the Persian poets,
for centuries. Little wonder that “Raju”, “the little rajah” as his bearers and
his father’s women all affectionately called him, who was a highly educated
young gentleman, fell instantly in love with her. Besides, she had also a
deliciously curved, laughing red mouth and deliciously rounded, dawn-tinted cheeks,
huge dark liquid eyes with ravishingly long, thick, curled black lashes, as
feted by both poets and artists through the ages, and, to Raju perhaps the most
enchanting touch of all, not black hair, but riotous, thick, tangled glossy
brown hair with golden lights in it.
Perhaps a man of less sturdy Nonconformist
English conscience than John Edwards would have let the little rajah, who was
clearly a charming, gentle-mannered young gentleman, take Nan without benefit
of clergy, Roman, Indian, or otherwise, but to John Edwards that was
inconceivable. But marriage was clearly out of the question: the Rajah would
have hit the roof at the mere suggestion. As, indeed, the boy’s entourage did
not fail very quickly to point out.
Most fortunately Nan did not reciprocate Raju’s
passion. In fact she laughed her merry laugh when he professed his undying
devotion and said she was too young to think of that sort of thing, and anyway,
what on earth would his father say? So Raju, with the relieved connivance of
his entourage, went on his way with a broken heart, and the two households of
the firm of Garvão, Baldaya & Edwards, Importers and Exporters, breathed
sighs of relief.
Nevertheless it had been, as Senhora
Constância Garvão did not fail to point out to the two middle-aged partners, a
Warning Sign. It was high time they should be thinking of Nan’s marriage! And while
a match between her and their Martinho would not be wholly unsuitable, they had
in mind a Portuguese lady, for the eldest son. Though perhaps in a year’s time they
might think of her for João? And there could be no objection, none at all, to
“Domingos” for their little Constância! The two kindly, plump, middle-aged
Portuguese whom he had known for over twenty years beamed at John Edwards, and
he suddenly felt quite utterly and completely alien to them and their round,
complacent, yellowish faces that the Indian sun had but made yellower, and
their fat, black-garbed, heavily beringed Portugee forms, and to all their
concerns and to everything that was theirs. Which was ridiculous, of course.
Why, twelve years back Constância had nursed him through cholera! He agreed
that they must think it all over very seriously, refused their kind offer of
dinner, and went back to his own house for a long brood.
The upshot of the brood was that he decided
Nan must go home. No, not to Portugal, Heaven forbid! To be married off to the
obscure seventh son of a seventh son of a seventh cousin, and a Roman Catholic
to boot? No: home! To England! And come to think of it, the boys could go, too:
why had he never thought of it earlier? God knew he had the money: they must go
to a decent English school for gentlemen’s sons!
Naturally Nan refused to hear of any such
idea. A battle royal raged in the Edwards house for three solid weeks. Then
John called her into his study.
“Nan, my love,” he said heavily: “I don’t
wish to quarrel with you any more. But I think you don’t realize your
position.”
Nan looked at him warily but allowed
herself to be sat down. John Edwards then explained very clearly the choices
that were hers should she remain in India. They did not include any hope of
Martinho Garvão, but Nan did not look particularly dashed at this news. But
they did include the distinct possibility of being married off to one of Senhor
Garvão’s less prominent merchant friends or one of their wet-behind-the-ears
sons, and they did include the possibility of ending up in the zenana as the slave of “that damned
little heathen of a Raju” as John Edwards did not scruple to call him in his
own language, in the privacy of his own study. Failing those options, he had a
feeling that Constância Garvão might insist on shipping her off to Macao to her
own family, who would be only too willing to marry a well-off part-English girl
whose mother had disgraced herself to any one of their numerous impoverished
part-Chinese, part-Portuguese cousins. In fact the very best she might hope
for, if she stayed here, was to end up in a convent like poor Anna Sortelha.
Nan pointed out forcefully that it would be
no better in England: she would be married off to an obscure cousin there, too,
for Uncle John must know that Mamma’s family had long since washed their hands
of her and her children! Could she not just stay here with him: could not
things go on just as they had?
John Edwards scratched his square chin
slowly. “Aye, well, there’s the rub, you see. I’m not your true uncle, my love,
and Constância’s already naggin’ at me that it ain’t proper for a young lady of
your age to be livin’ in my house. And I dessay as your fine English relatives
would say the same.”
“Fine English relatives! They deed not even
acknowledge eet, when my Papa wrote to say he and my Mamma were married! And
even Uncle Érico gave me a christening present, I’ll say that much for our
Portuguese relatives! And to Dom: he steell has hees silver mug!”
“Aye, well, that ain’t nothin’ to do with
the case. Constância’s right: ’tain’t decent.”
“Rubbeesh!” cried Nan, bursting into angry
tears.
John rubbed his chin again and decided
they’d give it a month or two—see how things went.
By the end of three months it was clear
that things were going from bad to worse. Not only Martinho Garvão but also
Mathias Sortelha had offered for Nan’s hand. True, they were both distinctly wet
behind the ears and also true, neither of their fathers knew what they were up
to; but also, and unfortunately, true, they had at least both had the guts to
make the offer to John’s face. Besides them a fat, wealthy baboo from the town had kindly offered to overlook the facts of
Nan’s being European and having a disgraced mother, and that their offspring
would be chee-chee and thus hard to marry off suitably in his own community,
and marry her. He was a widower, yes, but he had grandchildren of Nan’s age.
So John called Nan into his study again.
Nan burst into floods of tears, declaring that she would not leave. John
replied grimly it was that or go to Constância’s house: people were beginning
to gossip. The cats were already hinting she was her mother over again and
drawing their skirts aside: had she not noticed? Nan screamed out they were
horrid beasts. John could not but agree, but pointed out that that was what
human nature was like. Under the curls and prettiness Nan was as sensible as
he, so she gulped and sniffed and said yes, he was right. Only what could she
do, she couldn’t possibly marry any of those horrid boys!
John Edwards felt a strange sort of
gladness come over him as Nan said “horrid boys”. He looked at her doubtfully.
Nan sniffed again and said that even if they went to England, it wouldn’t
answer, because what about poor little Amrita? She would be treated shamefully
in England, because John knew what the English were like! John did, indeed:
he’d overlooked that point. He stared at her in consternation. Finally he
suggested weakly that Amrita might be left behind with him. Nan pointed out
grimly that when she’d merely gone to the hills with the Fereira girls and
their mother for a week, Amrita had pined and refused to eat. This was true.
John bit his lip.
“I suppose,” said Nan in a shaking voice: “you couldn’t marry me, could you?”
“What?” croaked John.
“I like you best of anyone I know. And you
aren’t married.”
“My dear child—!”
“Prema wouldn’t mind. She wants to go back
to her village and become a Buddhist nun. We were talking about it only the
other day.”
Prema was the Indian lady who lived in
John’s house and had borne him three sons and four daughters, the former now
settled in the counting-house of Garvão, Baldaya & Edwards, the latter all
safely married off to suitable chee-chees like themselves.
John goggled at the blushing Nan. “Did she
put you up to this?”
Nan nodded hard.
“By the—BHAI!” shouted John at the top of
his lungs. “Fetch Prema Memsahib, jooldee!”
As anyone who knew both Prema Mookerjee and
Nan Baldaya might have guessed, after that it was pretty much all over bar the
shouting. John didn’t have much say in the matter, really. But he discovered he
didn’t all that much want to argue with the pair of ’em! So John and Nan were
married, and little Constância Garvão and Daphne Baldaya threw petals at the
bridal couple and dreamed of the day when they might be walking down the aisle
under clouds of lace at the side of, respectively, handsome, dashing Dom
Baldaya and handsome, dashing João Garvão. And Senhora Garvão nodded
complacently and said to her husband that it was the most sensible solution,
after all; and then, Nan was half English, the cousins in Macao would have found
that a hard pill to swallow. Senhor Garvão agreed; he usually did.
Of course Nan was not “in love” with John.
But she loved him very deeply, in fact had loved him for the greater part of
her life. And bluff, cheery John found himself shatteringly in love with his
new little wife and was happier than he had ever imagined the boy from the
Devonport streets could be. And a not inconsiderable factor in their joint
happiness was the point that John, because of all those years of experience
with Prema, who had been a widow and far more experienced in the ways of love
than he when she came to live with him, didn’t know how to behave in bed like
an English lout from off the streets of Devonport, but only like a middle-class
Indian gentleman, of the breed that believes that “in a country where the women
are loved, there the gods are happy.” Added to which Prema stayed on long
enough to make sure that Nan was properly loved, and to see her baby born.
So everything in the garden was rosy and in
the whole of the great landmass of India you would not have found a happier
couple, white, black or in-between, than John and Nan Edwards.
Then, the year that Nan turned nineteen,
and baby Johnny was one year old, the cholera came again, and John Edwards
died.
Nan mourned him deeply and sincerely, but
with a household to run and the estate to settle, she did not have very much
time for private weeping.
Stolid, sensible John Edwards had not left
his affairs entirely in the hands of his business partner, even although in all
the years of their association Senhor Garvão had never once given any
indication of wishing to cheat him. Instead, he had appointed an English
merchant friend from Bombay as the executor of his will and trustee of Nan’s
and tiny Johnny’s large inheritance and the considerable fortunes which he had
been administering for the children. Mr Mannering duly arrived from Bombay and
was frankly rather stunned at the amount his old friend’s estate came to. He had
known John was a warm man, and a man who knew how to keep household, but—!
Since the pretty little widow, to his great
relief, was not draped in impenetrable black lace veils and wailing into a
black-edged handkerchief, the which he had sort of had a feeling was what
Portuguese widows did, he felt emboldened to say: “Why, my dear Mrs Edwards,
one can almost say John was a bit of nabob!”
Nan’s eyelids were red and swollen, though
as Mr Mannering was a trifle short-sighted this had escaped his notice; but she
laughed a little and said: “Yes, he used to say so sometimes heemself, when he
was een a funning mood!”
Mr Mannering smiled but after that became
very thoughtful indeed. He asked Nan a lot of questions about her mamma’s
family, not revealing his relief at how nicely spoken she was, even though she
had a definite foreign accent, and then asked about her papa’s family, with
particular emphasis on the fate of Dominick’s inheritance. Nan answered as best
she could, wondering what he had in mind.
Nothing happened for several weeks after
this, except that Mr Mannering and Senhor Garvão spent a lot of time closeted
together with the firm’s books. And one of John’s half-Indian sons, even more
swollen as to the eyelids than Nan, Daphne and little Amrita, came and did an
inventory of every single item in the house. Slightly hampered by Amrita’s
decision to “help.”
Then Mr Mannering sent word that he would
most particularly like an appointment with Mrs Edwards and her brothers. What
he got was a meeting with Mrs Edwards, her brothers, both of her sisters, and
her late husband’s half-Indian son, not to say assorted ayahs and bearers and such-like who kept popping in and out on very
flimsy excuses—but fortunately he had been in India for many years, and was not
disturbed by it. Mr Mannering thought that Mrs Edwards should think seriously,
for her brothers’ and sisters’ sake (he had not realized whose child Amrita
was), of selling out her interest in the firm and removing to England.
“But—” began Dom.
“Eet can’t hurt to listen,” said Nan
sensibly.
Looking at her with great approval—the
which he himself did not realize was due not only to the absence of wailing and
black lace veils, but also to the presence of pink cheeks and riotous brown curls,
for like many respectably married, middle-aged, middle-class merchants of his
type he was an innocent in many ways—Mr Mannering explained that he had several
very kind letters here from persons in Bombay who were prepared to use their
influence to see the family established “at home.” And though he knew they were
used to the life here, still, what future could there be for them?
Nan had been making Dicky work very hard at
his English over the past few years; therefore he immediately pointed out, fluently
but sourly, to his elder brother: “That’s true, Dom. You know that the Garvãos
weell never let us help to run the business: there ees Martinho and João and
horrible Theotonio all determined to have their fingers een the pie! And
besides, they’re all eediots: what sort of mull weell they make of eet? We
weell see our fortune go down the drain, once Senhor Garvão hands over to
them!”
Mr Mannering had also had that impression:
he looked at Dicky with great approval but did not go so far as to agree aloud
with this outspoken speech from a young gentleman of a mere thirteen summers.
Dom looked sulky. “But what could I
possibly do een England?”
Mr Mannering thought that Dominick could
purchase a small country estate. Dom goggled at him.
“Ooh! Could I, too?” squeaked Dicky.
“Most certainly, Richard, should you wish
to. Or of course you might prefer to pool your funds and buy something rather
larger. The property will naturally have farms attached, and of course you will
hunt, if that appeals, Dominick, and shoot your preserves.”
“You mean that we shall be gentlemen!” said
Dicky with a giggle. –Being at that age. Dom gave him a repressive look. Being
himself at the age where a giggling younger brother must strike as
embarrassing.
“Shall I be a lady?” asked Daphne, her face
lighting up.
Daphne was very pretty, and only fifteen:
Mr Mannering beamed upon her. “Most certainly, my dear Daphne, and you may have
a come-out and be presented at the Court of St James’s, if you wish!”
“That’s the court of the English Royal
family!” hissed the well-informed Dicky loudly as his sister looked blank.
Mr Mannering smiled and nodded, and Nan
said feebly: “Yes: there ees a tairribly kind letter here from a Mrs Colonel
Padgett, saying her sister would be delighted to present Daphne at the Court.”
Mr Mannering smiled and nodded.
“What about me?” said Amrita in a tiny,
tiny voice.
“My dear little girl! You would go with
your brothers and sisters, of course!” said Mr Mannering very kindly indeed.
Amrita was sitting on a sofa next to her
big sister: Nan took her hand firmly. “Yes.”
“We—we shall have to theenk eet over, sir,”
said Dom nervously, glancing at his oldest sister for support; for he had been
accustomed all his life to let Nan make his decisions for him.
Mr Mannering agreed that of course they
would, gave them considerable detail of just how much they could expect to
realize from the sale of their interest in the business and the winding up of
John’s estate, and, after the customary tray of refreshments—with some
excellent barfees, better than any he
could get in Bombay!—took his departure, bowing and smiling.
In his wake the Baldaya family lapsed into
Portuguese.
“What about Cook?” said Dicky on an
aggrieved note, taking the last coconut barfee.
“We can’t leave him behind!” piped little
Amrita.
“Amrita baba,
he may not wish to come,” said Nan, hugging her. “He is an Indian, after all.”
There was a short pause.
“So is she,” noted Dom.
Nan’s sweet mouth firmed. “If we go, we
must make a pact never to refer to the matter again. There’s no way the horrid
English could ever find it out, she is no darker than many of the Portuguese
girls.”
Dicky got up and came unaffectedly to
examine Amrita’s hands. “Doesn’t show,” he reported tersely.
“Exactly,” said Nan grimly.
“Can I come, then?” gasped Amrita.
Nan kissed her forehead. “If we go: yes,
certainly, darling. We shall all go, or none of us.”
“I suppose,” said Dicky on a reluctant
note, “that if Dom stayed behind, the Garvãos might let him marry Constância or
Maria and let him into the business. But they’d never let both of us.”
“No! I’m not staying by myself!” said Dom
in alarm.
“No,” agreed Nan placidly. It did not occur
to her to point out that as Dom was now eighteen, she herself being turned
nineteen, it might be supposed to be time he was starting to stand on his own
two feet. Nancy Jeffreys would certainly have pointed it out; but then, Nan’s
character was most unlike her mother’s.
“I suppose,” said Dicky after deep thought,
“mali would have to stay behind.”
Nan agreed, adding that the gardener was a
Hindoo, and would not want to cross the water.
“But what will happen to our house?” gasped
Amrita.
“A very nice family will buy it and bring
up lots of children in it,” replied Nan very firmly indeed. “What better fate
could a house hope for?”
Amrita nodded. “I suppose the elephants
can’t come?”
“No!” cried Daphne scornfully.
“Would they get sea-sick?” asked Dicky.
No-one knew, but Dom decided it was
probable. Amrita decided they were Hindoo elephants and would not like to cross
the sea, and everyone breathed stealthy sighs of relief, for Amrita was
extremely fond of the elephants and would have spent every minute of her waking
hours with them, if permitted. But even in easy-going Portuguese-Indian
households little girls had to do their lessons sometimes.
“What do you think?” said Dom to his sister
that evening, as he lounged on the verandah in a long chair, puffing a cigar.
Nan was leaning against one of the heavy
stone columns of the deep verandah. She sighed. “I don’t know, Dom. England
will be cold, I suppose. But Dicky hit the nail on the head when he said the
Garvãos won’t want to let you two in the business.”
“Yes. I’d be no good at it, anyway. –And
it’s no good here for you girls, you know. Well, everyone knows about Amrita,
of course. Only ’tisn’t just that,” he said glumly: “it’s Mamma. The cats are
already beginning to say Daphne’s too much like her for her own good.”
Nan sighed. “Yes. But from what I remember
of Mamma, and from what John said of her, I don’t think Daphne’s got a fraction
of her brains.”
Dom thought it over. “Makes it worse,
then.”
“Mm.”
“Better go, then,” he pronounced.
“Mm... With dear John gone, I don’t feel
there’s any reason to stay.”
Dom thought it over. “Me neither.”
It took a lot longer than that, of course, and
a lot of discussion and letter-writing. But when the Sortelhas asked for Daphne
(and her share of the family fortune) for Romão Sortelha, Nan’s mind was made
up. Romão was a truly horrid boy: spotty and stupid and greedy, and everyone
knew he had a chee-chee mistress in the town! She said nothing of the offer to
her sister, for Daphne was just silly enough to decide, on the strength of the
offer’s being made, that she must be madly in love with Romão—never having
given him as much as a passing thought in her life, needless to state. They
would sell up, and go.
So
they went.
They travelled to Bombay to take ship, and
there met up with Mr Mannering’s sister, a Mrs Cameron, her companion, a Miss
Gump, and her two middle daughters, Miss Alethea Cameron and Miss Horatia
Cameron. (“Allie” and “Horry”). They were around Daphne’s age and after a short
initial period of staring like inimical cats, the three swore eternal
friendship. Rings, indeed, were exchanged, and locks of hair. It helped that
Daphne had dark eyes and dark curls and the two Miss Camerons were fair: there
was no question of rivalry. Nan observed the flowering of this hugely
sentimental friendship with some horror: it was not the sort of thing she had
ever felt prompted to indulge in; but she knew that Daphne was like that: there
had been several eternal friends at the Catholic girls’ day-school she had
attended. And, as the florid-faced Mrs Cameron did not fail to note with a
hearty laugh, at least it got them all out from under their feet! The meek Miss
Gump, once her employer was safely out of earshot, whispered to Nan that it was
better than officers; and Nan could not but agree: there were several English
officers on board, going home on furlough. And as they were, almost without exception,
going home to wives, anything that kept the three girls’ attention off them
could not but be a good thing.
Miss Gump and Mrs Cameron were also
nominally in charge of two depressed-looking children, country-born, who were
being sent “home” to English boarding schools: Frederick and Sally Hutchins,
aged ten and eleven respectively. Dicky took them in charge immediately. Freddy
did not even make an attempt to inform him that at an English school the boys
would pretty soon call him a dashed dago. Though he knew in his heart it was
what Papa would have said.
Besides the Camerons’ group and the
officers, the ship was carrying not a few other English persons going home, and
though Mrs Cameron said with one of her hearty laughs that they would be a merry
crew, Nan did not need the timid look Miss Gump cast her to realize it would be
no such thing. Possibly because her brother had made her aware of the Baldayas’
financial status, and it had dawned that Dom would do nicely for Allie or
Horry, or Daphne for her son Frank, at present up at the university, but
possibly also because she was a good-natured woman, Mrs Cameron did not labour
the point to Nan of the social distinctions that prevailed amongst the
first-class passengers on the good ship Leander.
But the point did not need labouring: the other ladies on board saw to that.
Broadly speaking, there were three groups
of first-class passengers and the Baldayas were placed firmly at the bottom of
the third. The top group was composed of the ladies and gentlemen who sat at
the Captain’s table. Captain McMurtrey was a dry personality who did not appear
in the least impressed by the persons who sat at his table, but possibly it was
not he himself who was responsible for placing them there. The second group
appeared to consist of an assortment of other civilian passengers, male and
female, and only some of the officers. Nan could see this was so, but she could
not see why. The third group was composed of persons like the Camerons, with
connections in trade, and the rest of the officers. Of course a select few
officers also sat at Captain McMurtrey’s table, including a pale, weedy young
major who was distinguished by nothing much but a very pink nose. Nan could not
see why he had been thus honoured, and ventured to say so to Miss Gump.
“He is a Jerningham, my dear!” the angular,
faded lady hissed. There was no-one within earshot, but Miss Gump was like
that: self-effacing to the point of invisibility. No doubt in the occupation
which was her lot she had learned to be.
“Well, yes,” said Nan feebly.
“They are connexions of the Hammonds, my
dear!” she hissed.
“Oh,” said Nan blankly.
Miss Gump gave a repressed titter. “The
Marquis of Rockingham’s family, my dear Mrs Edwards! Not the heir, of course.
The Marquis has a young son. He was married... let me see. The year after
Waterloo, was it?”—Nan was becoming accustomed to the way in which English
persons dated recent history, and did not react to this peculiarity in Miss
Gump. “But at all events, it was in the Court Circular!”
Nan would have been very happy to spend the
voyage quietly in the company of the self-effacing Miss Gump, Amrita, and baby
Johnny, but it was not to be. Certain eyes had not failed to note the
retinue—the positive retinue!—of Indian servants who had come aboard with this
“Mrs Edwards” of whom no-one had ever heard, and it was not very long after the
initial period of getting over the initial mal-de-mer,
before certain questions were asked. Mrs Cameron answered them quite frankly,
but with a gleam in her eye: she was aware that the ladies had immediately
relegated herself and her daughters to the least distinguished group of
first-class passengers. Pretty soon the phrase “nabob’s widow” began to
circulate, and pretty soon after that a Mrs Halcutt, who was a very grand lady
indeed, suggested to Captain McMurtrey that Mrs Edwards should be asked to sit
at his table. Captain McMurtrey wouldn’t have minded, though not much in the
petticoat-line himself; but the ship was very full, and his table was made up.
“You’ll be giving up your place, will you, Mrs Halcutt? That’s very generous of
you indeed, ma’am!” Mrs Halcutt retired, duly discomforted. However, she then
did her best to take Nan up. But Nan, though very polite, did not wish to be
taken up, and did her best to avoid the gracious dame.
Life aboard ship went on fairly
uneventfully for some little time. But the ladies did not fail to remark that
the officers, far from flattering the three young girls with their notice, had
one and all become admirers of Mrs Edwards. This did not precisely count in
Nan’s favour, even though she did not particularly encourage them. But a
pleasant smile and an apparent willingness to sit and listen constituted
encouragement enough on a long sea voyage, especially in conjunction with the
curls and the eyes. There was, however, safety in numbers, and not the most
avid dame could discern that Mrs Edwards favoured one of the officers above
another. And as the good-natured Mrs Cameron was careful not to breathe a word
about Nan’s mamma, no-one could say she was just like her.
Mrs Halcutt, besides being quite incredibly
grand, was also the sort of lady who takes it upon herself to see that other
people are kept incessantly busy and amused for their own good. So she pretty
soon decreed that the Captain must give a ball. This sort of folderol usually
occurred when there were ladies aboard, and as it was becoming more and more
the custom for wives to go out to India to join their husbands (and consequently
back to England in order to deliver the children to school, and so forth),
Captain McMurtrey was more or less resigned to it. So “the Captain’s Ball” was
pretty soon organized. There was not much room for dancing in the first-class
saloon, but Captain McMurtrey did not expect for one minute that that would
deter Mrs Halcutt. And nor it did.
What with settling the estate, making up
their minds what to do, and waiting to get a passage, it was now nearly a year
since John Edwards’s death, but Nan was still in her blacks. Mrs Halcutt
questioned her closely and graciously decided she might come out of them. Nan,
however, quietly refused, but said she might permit Daphne to dance, if Mrs
Halcutt thought it would be acceptable? Very pleased to be thus deferred to by
“the nabob’s widow”—she, too, had sons and daughters of a marriageable age, and
she was not, in actual fact, as grand as all that, when back on her native
soil—Mrs Halcutt indicated that it could not be ineligible.
After the decision had been made Nan shook
in her shoes, wondering if it had been a terrible mistake. But fortunately
Allie, Horry and Daphne were all so overcome by being allowed to attend a
grown-up ball in their best party dresses that, far from flirting unbecomingly
with officers, they remained in a continuous state of blushing inarticulateness for the entire
evening.
Nan and Mrs Cameron got them off to bed at
last, though the dance was still going on, and Nan staggered out into the fresh
air to recover, and leant heavily on the rail.
“My
God,” she muttered to herself in Portuguese.
“My sentiments exactly!” said a deep
English voice from behind her.
Nan shrieked, and leapt.
One of the most august personages from the
Captain’s table came up to her, eyes twinkling in the starlit night. “Mrs
Edwards, is it not? Seen ’em off to their bunks, have you?”
“Yes, sir,” said Nan weakly.
Sir Hugo Benedict leant on the rail beside
her. “Hellish stuff, all this chaperoning, ain’t it?”
“Yes, eendeed! I feel quite drained!” said
Nan with feeling.
He
chuckled. “Aye, you would do! I remember my wife was the same, the year she
brought our eldest daughter out.” He chatted pleasantly about his family for a
little and before long let it be known that he was a widower.
There was a little pause.
“So I know what it is like,” said the
middle-aged Hugo Benedict very kindly indeed.
“Yes,” whispered Nan, swallowing hard.
“Pray do not be sympathetic, sir, or I shall weep.”
“Aye,” he said; suddenly, though it was not
at all the thing, gripping her black silk shoulder very hard.
Forthwith Nan collapsed in a terrific storm
of tears.
Hugo Benedict did not evince any surprise
at this behaviour in the normally calmly smiling little Mrs Edwards. Nor did he
recoil in horror, as Nan had now had time to realize was the pretty general
reaction of Englishmen when faced with any sort of strong emotion—not that
Senhor Garvão was much different, true. Instead the burly baronet patted her
back gently. The overwrought Nan threw herself against his broad chest and wept
and wept.
After that encounter, things took a pretty
expectable course, given that Hugo Benedict was fed up with his bachelor life
and that Nan was very pretty, and that he had considerable charm, and besides
was independent-minded enough not to care very much what her antecedents were;
and given, too, that he reminded Nan, just a little, of dearest John, and that
they were together in a confined space on a long sea voyage...
Of course the baronet’s court of the
unknown Mrs Edwards was remarked upon. But Hugo Benedict was wealthy enough—and
certainly old enough—to suit himself in the choice of a second wife. So
although certain persons aboard Leander
remarked that Mrs Edwards might consider she had done pretty well for herself—a
merchant’s relict, and half-Portuguese, too!—no-one said anything to the faces
of the two persons most nearly concerned. Except Dom and, surprisingly, Miss
Gump.
Dom buttonholed his sister at around the
time Leander left the coast of Africa
behind her and said grumpily, in the language they had both grown up with: “I
say, are you in love with this Benedict fellow?”
“Not ‘in love’ as such,” said Nan
thoughtfully. “But I like him very much. And I miss being married.”
Dom looked at her dubiously. “He ain’t
John, y’know.”
“He seems a very kind man, Dom.”
Dom pulled his ear. “Could all be put on.
To impress you.”
“I’ve thought of that,” said Nan tranquilly.
“But Dicky and Amrita truly like him. And I don’t think they would, if he was
merely pretending. Children see through adult hypocrisy, you know.”
“Aye, that’s a point. Shall you have him,
then?”
“I think I might. It isn’t that we need the
money!” she said with a little laugh. “But of course it would establish us all
most creditably. Well, you’ve seen the way that dreadful Mrs Halcutt and her
cronies fawn upon him! And funny little Major Jerningham tells me his house is
nigh as fine as Daynesford Place; and that is high praise, indeed!”
“Eh?”
“Well, I gather that’s the Marquis of
Rockingham’s principal seat, Dom!” she said with a gurgle.
“I’m getting sick of that name,” he noted
thoughtfully.
“Me, too! But seriously, Dom, Sir Hugo
seems so very kindly and good-natured. And speaks just as he ought of his son
and daughters, and of hoping to see his son’s first child”—here Nan blushed a
little—“by the time we reach England.”
“Mm.” Dom thought it over. “Captain
McMurtrey likes him,” he pronounced. “Must be a decent fellow.”
Nan had also noticed that the dry-mannered captain
of the Leander, who very clearly did
not much like any other of the passengers at his table, liked Hugo Benedict.
She squeezed Dom’s arm. “Yes.”
“Come for a stroll round the deck,” he said
with a little sigh.
They strolled on slowly. It was very hot: a
wind blew, but it was a hot wind, whirling down out of a blazing blue sky.
Neither Dom nor Nan noticed, really: he was wearing a straw hat and she a lace
shawl over her head, and carrying a parasol. After a while Dom took it off her
and held it for her, as she hadn’t been managing very well in the wind.
“Don’t do it for our sakes,” he said
abruptly.
Nan squeezed his arm again. “I shan’t. But
I do have to think about establishing the girls creditably. And of Baby
Johnny’s future.”
“Yes.”
“And Sir Hugo will be able to send Dicky to
a really good school!” she added with a smile.
Dom grinned. “That’ll put Master Freddy
Hutchins’s nose well and truly out of joint, won’t it? Will Dicky wear it,
though?”
“What, being brutally thrown together with
a crowd of boys of his own age?” said Nan with a gurgle.
“I get you!” he agreed, sniggering. “Be
bossing them unmercifully within two hours of his arrival at the place! Dare
say he will form them all into a regiment or some such before we can turn
round. I say, remember that time he organised the Sortelha boys and Ram’s and mali’s little brats and—oh, the two
younger Garvãos, of course; and in fact the entire junior class of the S. João
das Lampas School!”
“Oh, yes! With the turbans and the puttees
and the sticks!” said Nan, laughing.
“It was a frightening sight,” he agreed.
“Yes: he’ll take to school like a duck to water.”
“Yes. Sir Hugo was at a school called
‘Weenchester’,” she said carefully. “Have you ever heard of it, Dom?”
“No,” he said cheerfully. “Dare say if he
was there, it’ll be a good one.”
“Ye-es... Mrs Halcutt says the best schools
are Eton and Harrow.”
“Doesn’t say any of her brats are at them,
though, does she?” he noted.
“No!” choked Nan, laughing very much, and
hugging his arm. “So you won’t mind if I do marry Hugo, Dom, dearest?”
“No. Best thing you could do. If you’re
sure you—um—like him enough,” he said awkwardly.
Nan beamed upon him. “But of course, silly!
That’s the easiest thing of all to tell! I knew that the very first time I saw
him: do you recall? We went to dinner, but Daphne and the Camerons and Miss
Gump were all feeling queasy, and there was scarce anyone else dining. And at
the Captain’s table there was only the Captain himself and Sir Hugo and
pink-nosed little Major Jerningham!”
“Uh—aye. Well, can’t remember precisely who
was dining. Noticed most of the fellows were laid low, however.”
“Yes, well, it was Sir Hugo. He looked at
me across the room and...” Nan laughed a little. “Well, one just knows when an
attraction is there, Dom!”
“Ye-es... He never spoke to you, though.”
“We had not been introduced!” said Nan with
a loud giggle.
“That’s true,” said the boy who had grown
up amongst the proper Portuguese bourgeoisie.
Nan looked at him with affectionate
amusement but said only: “Well, everything is all right in that department,
Dom, take my word for it!”
“Good.”
“And fortunately he has a son, so the
family will not feel that we are usurpers,” she added calmly.
“Mm? Oh! Good God, see what you mean!”
“Yes. I think it will work out. –You do
like him, don’t you, Dom?” she said anxiously
The fate of the Baldaya children hung in
the balance for an instant.
“Oh, Lord, yes! Very decent sort of a
fellow indeed!”
“Good,” said Nan, sagging with relief.
“I’ll let him ask me, then.”
Dom looked at her with some awe and did not
enquire how little Nan could let or not let a large middle-aged baronet of
determined character request her hand in marriage. He had a strong feeling that
she was capable of controlling any number of determined baronets twice her age.
Miss Gump’s approach was considerably less
direct than had been Nan’s brother’s and in fact they had been talking for some
twenty minutes before it dawned on Nan that the faded lady wished to question
her tactfully about her feelings for Sir Hugo. She smiled very kindly and
assured her that she felt a true affection for him, and was sure he did for
her, and that she thought they could make each other happy.
Miss Gump then burst out with a tangled
story in which wicked lords, horrid castles, hooded monks and an unfortunate
experience a lady friend of hers had once had with a draper were all
inextricably mixed. Nan very sensibly did not try to untangle the threads but
reminded her that Major Jerningham had visited at Blythe Hollow, Sir Hugo’s
house, and did not the name have a happy ring? Kindly not mentioning imprimis, that Blythe Hollow was an
Elizabethan manor, not a castle, secundus,
that Sir Hugo had not been elevated to the peerage, and tertius, had Miss Gump never read that enchanting work of fiction, Northanger Abbey? Miss Gump was much
comforted, though pointing out that “Hollow” held a damp ring, and there would
probably be damp in the linen cupboards.
Nan assumed that this domestic note
indicated the fuss was over, and was thus considerably surprised when she bent
forward, touched her hand with her own thin, liver-spotted one and said
anxiously, turning an unlovely mottled puce: “But my dear, will he be good to you?”
Nan replied without a tremor that she was
sure he would be. And reminded Miss Gump that a man who loved little children
must surely be a good man. This apparently reassured Miss Gump that Sir Hugo
would not, once he had immured Nan in his less than baronial home, torture her
with hot irons, beat her brutally, or introduce her to a roomful of headless
previous wives. Or, indeed, do whatever it was that involved the hooded monks.
–Were they perhaps Franciscans? And was it a common bogie, in Protestant
England? Nan was to puzzle over the point, off and on, for quite some time.
So the engagement of Sir Hugo Benedict and
Nancy Baldaya Edwards was duly announced, and once Leander had reached England and Nan and her family had been
introduced to Sir Hugo’s family, the two were very speedily married.
Sir Hugo’s son was not best pleased, true,
but as he was a stuffed-shirt of a young man with whom, the genial baronet confessed
ruefully, he himself had nothing in common, and as he had a small property of
his own five miles away from Blythe Hollow, and as, to boot, the grandchild
just produced had turned out to be a boy, thus assuring the succession away
from Nan’s offspring, he confined himself to privately expressing the opinion
to his wife that the neighbours would say Papa-had turned doating in his old age.
Sir Hugo’s eldest daughter was married and
lived in faraway Yorkshire, but she and her husband came down to Kent for the
wedding, and though Elizabeth privately thought Nan too young for Papa, she
only expressed this thought to her husband. The two younger daughters were
frankly thrilled. It was so Romantick! And now they would have a real mamma to
bring them out! They were but fifteen and ten, and as their mamma had died some
seven years since could not really remember her, especially not Mina, the younger,
though Susan was sometimes sure she remembered her exactly.
Sir Hugo did not, of course, propose
immuring Nan at Blythe Hollow, although it was a very pleasant house indeed.
His life was that of the fashionable person of his day, and he spent several
months of the year in London, and usually at least a month or two paying
country visits, where he might or might not hunt a bit or shoot a bit as the
weather dictated. He took Nan up to London very soon after the honeymoon, and
had a perfectly lovely time taking her to concerts and the opera, and so forth.
After a little it dawned that she was attracting rather too much favourable
notice from his gentlemen friends, and indeed from gentlemen who were scarcely
friends at all, but the merest nodding acquaintances; but he was not of a
jealous disposition, so he merely made a mental note to keep a dashed close eye
on her when they were in the metropolis. For she was not quite up to snuff,
just yet.
Nan enjoyed herself greatly, but she was
quite glad when, on finding she was increasing, Hugo decided that country air
would be better for her. Home was nicest, she said to him with a happy sigh as
they ate breakfast together in their own morning-room on their first day back.
The genial Sir Hugo blinked a bit and patted her hand and said: “Yes, my love,”
in a strangled voice. So it was pretty plain to Nan, who was very far from
stupid, that he loved her as much as her dearest John ever had. So she was glad
that she was going to have his baby and glad that she could truly say she loved
him and his home and his little daughters.
She did not say, then or later, for it
would only have hurt his feelings for nothing, poor dear Hugo, that she missed
India dreadfully: not just the long, hot, languorous days of fair weather, but
even the grindingly heavy, unbearable pre-monsoon days, when you felt as if
each breath would be your last, for an immense weight was crushing your chest;
or the soaking weeks when the rains had come and you could not step outdoors
without being instantly drenched, and everything dripped, the closets grew
mould, and snakes were washed out of the downpipes. And she missed the food
terribly, even though she had with her Sita Ayah,
who was her own ayah, and Rani Ayah, who was Amrita’s ayah, both of them only too willing to
invade Blythe Hollow’s kitchen and use up a month’s supply of sugar on trays of
barfees, dishes of halwa and bowls of goolab jamoons! But perhaps most of all she missed the smells of
India: the strong, sometimes languorously spicy, sometimes overpowering,
sometimes bitterly acrid, but always wonderfully rich and vital smells of the
great subcontinent.
Perhaps Nan was not “in love” with Hugo,
any more than she had been with her dearest John. After all, he was more than
twice her age and not himself of a romantic disposition—and not precisely a
romantic figure, being tall, burly and balding, with a distinctly middle-aged
silhouette. But she was truly very, very fond of him. And found life with him
rather more fun than it had been with John, for Hugo had considerable charm and
a great deal of humour. Added to which he knew just as much about pleasing the
lady in his bed as had John. So Nan was very happy.
And as Nan was happy, the children were,
too. Dicky was blissfully content at Winchester, knocking the living daylights
out of any boy who dared to call him a dago, breaking his arm falling out of a
forbidden tree, hitting a cricket ball through the refectory window, getting
himself gated for being caught inserting a bagful of slowworms into Mr
Carthew’s bed (the Greek master: Greek was Purgatory, if not worse, to Dicky
Baldaya)—and generally having a splendid time.
Dom was happy, too. His was a happy nature,
but this was the first time in his life that an older gentleman had gone out of
his way to treat him—well, like a grown-up fellow! It never dawned on him that
his strong-minded new brother-in-law had been horrified to discover just how
gentle and biddable he was. Sir Hugo put it down to his having been brought up
by a parcel of women and servants. But he had too much sense to endeavour
forcibly to change Dom’s nature: he merely encouraged him to get out hunting or
shooting a lot, to socialize with the young men of the suitable families of the
neighbourhood, and to ride out round the estate with him and his agent on
business as much as possible. To his relief Dom did seem, after some months of
this sort of treatment, rather less of a namby-pamby than he had done on his
arrival.
Daphne and Amrita were both happy: Daphne
largely because she had not been sent to a strict girls’ school for a year to
knock her into shape (Mrs Cameron’s suggestion), nor given a good strict
governess for a year to knock some sense into her head (Mrs Cameron’s
alternative suggestion), nor sent to (horrors!) Mrs Halcutt’s house to spend a
year in Mrs Halcutt’s schoolroom with Mrs Halcutt’s daughters (Mrs Halcutt’s
suggestion once the engagement had been made public). Instead, Miss Gump in
person had come to be her governess. Miss Gump was an experienced governess,
but that did not mean that she managed to teach Daphne much in the way of
geography or sums. Which was all right, Nan had not expected her to.
But Miss Gump, largely because she did not
understand a word of Portuguese and had only the most basic Hindoostanee (“panee”—one glass of water, “doh panee”—two glasses of water, and “ekdum!”—straight away, being about the
sum of it), and spoke neither of the other two Indian languages that Daphne
knew, did greatly improve Daphne’s English, and taught Daphne, over the course
of a year, and incidentally Nan and Amrita also, a very great deal indeed about
how things were done, in England. –Needless to state Miss Gump herself was not
merely happy, she was in a state of positive beatitude, and had wept all over
Nan when, on learning her position with Mrs Cameron would terminate once they
reached her native shores, Nan had mooted the governess scheme with her.
Amrita was simply happy that she was with
Nan and Ayah. Though she missed mali, and the elephants, and Cook. But
gradually the memories faded, for she was still not quite ten years of age.
Nan’s baby was a girl, the which was
silently felt by all the members of the household over the age of about fifteen
to have been a merciful dispensation of a kindly Providence. Because Sir Hugo’s
daughter-in-law was quite horridly jealous of Nan, even though she herself had
produced a boy, and Nan’s having a boy would not have gone down at all well. As
it was, Mr and Mrs Everard Benedict were graciously pleased to present the new
infant with a silver bowl and spoon for her christening present. Sir Hugo was
thrilled with his new daughter, and declared she looked like a wee, pink,
crumpled rosebud. So they christened her Rose Nancy Daphne Domenica Benedict
and called her “Rosebud”.
And the proudly beaming Daphne and Dom
stood godparents. Which probably they should not have done, never having so
much as set foot in a Protestant church until they debarked upon the shores of
England. But Sir Hugo didn’t give a damn, and the innocent local vicar never
thought that the new Lady Benedict and her relatives might not, unlike the rest
of the world that mattered, have been received into the Church of England.
So everything in the garden was rosy once
more for the Baldaya children.
Then, the year that Nan turned twenty-one,
when Rosebud was but six months old, Hugo Benedict died in a hunting accident.
He broke his neck and died instantly and
could not have suffered: but of course it was the most dreadful shock to his
wife and family. For, if he had been middle-aged, he had been exceedingly hale
and hearty with it, and after all, this was England, not India, where a fever
could take anyone, however seemingly fit they were. Nan was terribly jolted:
for life had begun to seem so fixed and stable. And then, to lose two husbands
in scarce three years!
Left to herself she would probably have
retired to her room and simply wept for days on end. But she was not granted
much time for private mourning. For one thing, the little Benedict girls were
in a state of shock and someone must look to them, and Miss Gump, though
genuinely fond of the children, was the sort who goes to pieces in a crisis.
And the house would not run itself. And then there was Hugo’s lawyer to see and
the whole business of the matters Hugo had been managing for her since their
marriage to be sorted out. And unending streams of neighbours come to offer
condolences and pay their respects, for Hugo Benedict had been very much liked
in the neighbourhood.
Perhaps it was as well, as it turned out,
that Nan was immediately plunged into activity. For a week after the funeral
Everard’s wife turned up in her carriage and, black-edged handkerchief pressed
to her perfectly dry eyes, informed Nan in a lachrymose voice that of course
she quite understood her position, and there was not the least hurry in the
world, but if it was not too terribly inconvenient, she would like to see about
moving some of her favourite pieces in from “the old house.” While Nan was
still recovering from this shock she added that of course the girls would be
perfectly welcome to live with her and Everard, perfectly welcome, but after
all, it was not as if they did not have a new mamma, was it? And then, her
delicate state of health—she was increasing, but she was a tall, raw-boned and
vigorous young woman who had scarce had a day’s illness in her life—would, she
feared, preclude her giving the girls that watchful care which at their ages
they needed.
Nan went very white. “We’ll go,” she said
tightly.
With a great flutter of the black-edged
handkerchief Everard’s wife cried out that of course that was not what she had
meant, not at all! Dearest Nan must take her time! –And by the way, if perhaps
just a gentle hint could be dropped in Troope’s ear that continuing to address
her as “Mrs Everard” was highly unsuitable, after the sad tragedy?
Nan drew a deep breath. Only the thought
that she must not, for the sakes of Susan and Mina, not to mention little
Rosebud, quarrel with their relatives, prevented her from screaming at the
woman. “I’ll tell heem. He’s getting on,” she said grimly.
Possibly this reaction was what the new
Lady Benedict had intended, for she agreed that the butler was indeed getting
on, and what did Nan think of a suitable little pension? Though he had not, of
course, been with the family all his life! She did not believe there was a tied
cottage free, but then she was sure he had relatives he might go to, such
persons always did have scores of relatives, did they not?
“He has not,” said Nan grimly. “I am
surprised you do not know hees story, Felicia. He may come weeth me, eef you do
not weesh to retain his services. But eef he weeshes to retire, I shall see to
eet myself that he has a suitable pension.”
The junior Lady Benedict at this cried out
very much, but ended by accepting the offer. The fact that Everard himself rode
over the following day, looking very shamefaced, and took it all back did not,
perhaps not surprisingly, weigh with either Troope or Nan.
“No,” said Nan as the shamefaced Everard
urged her to stay. “Eet would be better not.”
So they went. Nan, Dom, Daphne, Dicky,
Amrita, little Johnny Edwards, Susan and Mina Benedict, baby Rosebud, Rosebud’s
Nurse, Rosebud’s nurserymaid (having burst into tears and declared she wouldn’t
serve that cat Mrs Everard, not if it was ever so), Sita Ayah, Rani Ayah, Miss
Gump, Troope, Nan’s three Indian bearers, two of Hugo’s Kentish footmen who had
begged her to take them with her, Hugo’s middle-aged groom, who had not
precisely begged, though there had been a desperate look in his eye, and Hugo’s
red-eyed gentleman’s gentleman, who had said firmly that Mr Dom would need
someone to look after him. Plus Dom’s groom, the boy who looked after Dicky’s
and the Benedict girls’ ponies, all of the said ponies, Amrita’s talking
minah-bird, and, last but by no means least, Sir Hugo’s French chef. Who had
said majestically that he could not reconcile it with either his tr-rrr-aining
(about fifteen R’s) or his conscience to stay on in a ’ouse where he would be
ordered to make le rosbif well-done
and not permitted to serve his sauces
exquises. Privately Nan thought his sauces were fairly horrible but she
smiled nicely and said was he sure? Because she thought that Mr—that Sir
Everard would expect him to stay on. M. Lavoisier replied with dignity that M.
Everard had an estomac very particulier, miladi. Nan had observed
that Everard picked at his food: she nodded weakly, and said of course she
would love to have him, if M. Lavoisier was sure? M. Lavoisier was sure.
It was quite a cortège.
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